"She's Out Of My Life..

..She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life.."

Eii, guys, sorry for not making a new blog last June.. Been busy with school and stuff. Still busy, yet I found some time to make this 'cuz I'm awesome. ^^ Haha, no offense but I like to brag like that once in a while. =))

Soo.. you're wondering what that song is, eh?? Well, it is "She's Out Of My Life" by the one and only King of Pop, Michael Jackson. He's a great and talented person but problem is that he got addicted to painkillers. He just died this June 25, which was horrible news, not only for me, but also to his avid and supportive fans.

Another span of news is that our Former President Corazon "Cory" Aquino died this August 1. I just woke up then and turned the television on. I flicked it to some other channels before going to our local news channel. There it wrote: Former Pres. Cory Aquino died at 3:18 AM. I felt a complete mix of feelings.. Anguish, sadness, pity. Many of her followers and normal citizens joined in while bringing her coffin to the Manila Memorial Park. I saw their great devotion as one said, "Mas marami pang nagawa si Tita Cory kaya ito ang talagang maaari kong gawin para ibalik ang kanyang debusyon sa bansa at mamayan." I felt sad that I wasn't able to join the procession due to the fact that I was also sick with a cold and headaches.

This song is particularly about losing someone and him or her leaving you forever.. And of what I understand, is the most painful experience anyone can imagine. Losing someone you love truly hurts. And if you value her so much, you might not even want to live too. You'd feel hurt and hopeless, because she's the source of your self-esteem and happiness. Not happiness as in, well, you know. But the happiness that makes you smile when you cry, the thing that makes your life more meaningful, the happiness that makes you want to live another day for her and yourself.

If you have felt this, and is reading this blog right now, I'd like you to let out all of your feelings right now. Remember everything, all your memories and experiences, no matter how little. I wand you to remember your love for them and cherish the things that you have learned from them.  But if you can't or do not wish to, it's okay. If you did or did not, I guess you can just move on with your life. I'm not saying that you should forget them, but to live your life since it's not good being stuck in the past. You've gotta move on, with your love for them, no matter far away.