Saturday, January 1, 2011

madness?!

Okay. I'll be free-blogging for a while. I can't make a formal one because I... don't know. I'm worried, I just hope that he is okay.

I must be able to change myself, in any way.. else I'll not only end up destroying myself, I'd also destroy..him..

I don't want that to happen, especially that this is a stressful week, and we are nervous about a lot of things. Oh 2011, why?? -_________-

Well, I'm lucky because I didn't have much of an asthma attack, just a  few coughs. And I am very lucky that I'm alive, with him.. even though he's not sitting next to me right now.

and yes, I'm still asking ...who am I?..